Random

This week I had another Dr appointment. Got to hear your cute heart beat. 160
 You were right by my belly button. I know you're normally not supposed to feel movement but sometimes if I lay really still at night and only on my left side I feel you randomly bouncing around.  I had one good non tired day this week. No sleep medicine is kicking much butt. Last night I laid awake until 4am. Then the girls come in my room in the morning and just wait for me. Play with toys or games on my phone. They are too scared to stay down stairs by themselves. Makes me feel so guilty but I'm not sure what to do. I'm so tired but can't sleep.